Monday, October 25, 2010

Letters To You # 1

I write letters to my son.
I hope he will appreciate them when he is older and that he will know that he has ALWAYS been loved.
I want him to know without a doubt that he is SOOO LOVED.
I have written these letters since I found out I was pregnant. I have just recently felt the need to share these letters. I'm not sure why and even feel a little embarrassed sharing such intimate emotions; such personal feelings with the world but I cannot ignore the pressing thoughts telling me to share these letters.
Without further adieu:
My Son, My World
I love you more and more with the passing days. I am honored and proud to be your mommy. I look at you each day and think "how could I love someone more", without fail the next day my love for you grows.
I'm not sure what I did to deserve such a gift. I'm not sure I do deserve you. I hope I do. The happiness you bring to my life is indescribable. The love you have planted in my heart is magical.
I. am. in. awe. of .you.
The way you have helped me grow as a human being. You have showed me and taught me so much in your short time here, perhaps more than any other. I thank Heavenly Father for you; for your sweet spirit that helps me to know my purpose here; for your graceful presence that reminds me of my Heavenly Fathers love; and for your beautiful, perfect little body that reminds me of the purpose we have: to come to this earth to receive a body. The love I feel for you my boy is something fierce.
XOXO
Mommy

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